In recent weeks, terrific articles have been published about “The Mindful Revolution.” In fact, that’s the headline of this week’s lead story in Time. I also enjoyed reading last week’s Edutopia article by Dr. Lisa Flook, titled, The Oasis Within: Mindfulness Practice for Teachers.
“A handful of studies with educators have found reductions in stress,
increased compassion for oneself and others, improved focus and
attention, and more effective teaching practices, even after just eight
weeks of mindfulness training,” writes Flook, who serves as an assistant
scientist for the Center for Investigating Healthy Minds
I don’t doubt the tremendous value of mindfulness training, or the
scientific research and studies that back its effectiveness. All the
same, I want my stress, a crucial element in helping me get work done.
Without it, I wouldn’t be nearly as productive.
To help teachers learn how to cope with stress, several years ago, a
colleague led our faculty through a 10-minute meditation exercise. We
were told to empty our thoughts (or at least imagine something
positive), concentrate on breathing, and be as still as possible.
But after three of four minutes, I grew uneasy with the calmness. My
only thoughts included how I could or should be making more productive
use of my time. I had papers to grade, stories to write, and people to
talk to. As if my body had activated some involuntary defense mechanism,
not unlike the flight-or-fight response, I burst out of my chair,
yelling, “I want my stress. I love my stress. Please, don’t take away my
stress.”
Without question, I felt childish and embarrassed. But deep within, I
feared losing my stress. Most sensible people would likely ask, “Why”?
For one, nothing motivates me to get out of bed more effectively than
a passion for teaching. I love what I do, and that comes across to most
who know me—especially my students. But coming in as a close second,
stress gets me into the daily morning routine. Stress, worry, fear, and
other related emotions remind me that I need to leave sufficient time to
shower, brush my teeth, get dressed, and buy a Cup o’ Joe at my local
Starbucks. Label me an outlier or outright masochist, but I wouldn’t do
anything to alter my stress level one iota. As a teacher constantly
surrounded by potentially stressful situations, why do I feel this way?
Students expect me to return work in a timely fashion (as they
should), and nothing motivates me more than stress to help make this
happen. When I finish grading an assignment, I think fondly of the
giant-sized quotation by science fiction writer Douglas Adams that sat above my editor’s desk at The Justice, the student paper of Brandeis University: “I love deadlines. I love the whooshing sound they make as they fly by.”
I can already hear proponents of mindfulness telling me that slowing
down, for however long, would soothe my spirits and help me become even
more productive. But I’m a very happy person, and I neither need nor
want soothing. For me, stress doesn’t correlate with “unhappiness,” at
least not often.
I don’t require meditation, simply because stress doesn’t burn me
out. It fuels me. I mean that literally. At the end of a long teaching
day, stress motivates me to continue on with another two hours of
coaching. I don’t just sit on the sidelines; I run with my slowest and
fastest cross country runners. On a typical day, I clock about 5-6
miles, averaging 6:15 per mile. In the summer, stress pushes me to train
even harder so that I can keep up.
I also can’t imagine being much more productive. At the risk of
sounding even more boastful, I not only teach five classes, but I also
serve as a Teacher of the Future for the National Association of Independent Schools, as well as manage and write for Spin Education. I also freelance for The Atlantic and Edutopia. Though
some who know me may disagree, I even manage to have a successful and
rewarding social life. All the while, I dare say, I do a more than
halfway decent job with everything on my plate.
I don’t possess even the slightest degree of Dr. Flook’s training,
and I even struggled with science in high-school. But based on my 30
years of life (for whatever that’s worth), I’ve realized that stress is a
very big factor of what constitutes “motivation,” which a quick
Google-search defines as “the reason or reasons one has for acting or
behaving a particular way.”
Well, this person neither wants nor finds any reason to change his
behavior. He believes that stress isn’t necessarily all bad, and, in
fact, that it can be entirely necessary to become and remain successful
in life.
What do you think? In addition to practicing mindfulness to reduce
stress, should teachers also consider how to channel stress into helping
them become even more effective, efficient, and energetic?